Anyone seen the forecast for Madison, WI this weekend?

This Sunday is the Madison Marathon. The race I've been planning/training 4.5 months for (and in reality several years). Another fact: My favorite running weather is a perfect 54 degrees.
Obviously the two don't go in hand in hand. Not only would it be a difficult race for me because it's my first marathon and it's going to be hot and humid, but I might not even get the chance to try.
It's been the lead story in the news and everyone is talking about it. (Check out a news clip featuring yours truly!) The race directors met yesterday, and decided that the half is still on, but the full marathon may be canceled (full marathoners have the choice to run the half if it gets canceled). They are making a game time decision at 4pm on Friday, but from many people, I've heard that there is a "significant chance" that the marathon will be canceled.
Of course, there are many emotions that come to the forefront.
First is REALLY WISCONSIN WEATHER? It's been gorgeous this week, 50s in the morning and low 80s during the day and low dew points, and then you have to go get all gross on us.
Second is disappointment. As running competitors, we run against ourselves, and both looking forward to the challenge that has been so much a part of our lives for the past 4.5 months - to see if we CAN do it. Our longest training run was 20 miles which was a great run for us, and gave me a lot of confidence for the marathon. But to learn several days before that you may not get the chance to prove yourself? Hard to deal with.
Third is uncertainty. Are they going to cancel? Part of me feels like I'm off the hook, and don't have to run 26.2 anymore. But what if I get in that mental state of not running the full (I'm already halfway there) and then the full does happen? A lot of running long distances is mental, and not knowing the distance you are going to run is very unnerving.
But as I blogged at the beginning of this journey, the marathon is not just the race, but the entire training. Training in retrospect has been awesome. Met a lot of new friends, learned a lot about my running self, and am in pretty good shape from running 20-40 miles a week. More on full marathon journey post-race. (We decided that if the full gets canceled, we will still run the half, and find a fall marathon).
So until Friday at 4pm, I will be contemplating my running distance fate, and will continue to carbo-load and pretend I'm running the full marathon.